|Somethin a lil different...
||[Jul. 16th, 2005|07:50 pm]
|||||Da T.R.U.T.H. -South Street||]|
So uh yeah, I've been basically chillin lately. Just tryna build upon my relationship with God and whatnot. As of right now, my plan is just that I'm goin to school, tryna figure out what tha heck I wanna do for a career.
. I just felt this sudden urge to do music and I've been writing alot lately...I dunno, maybe God has called me to do this, we'll soon see. I've always been like "God's callin me? Why me? I dont have that voice that makes you go 'wow' or I'm not constantly ministering to people or anything like that. Out of all the people he could choose to give this gift to, he chose me...and right now it's really mind boggling, but hey, if it's God's will, then I will do it, no doubt."
Right now, my theme song is "I Understand" by Smokie Norful. My favorite part of the song is the chorus.
"One more day, one more step, I'm preparing you for Myself, and if you can't hear My voice, please trust my plan, I'm the Lord I see, and Yes I understand"
Oh my goodness this is the story of my year...when I came home I really had no clue what I was supposed to be doing. But God had a plan, He's had a plan all along. Even if I did decide to take a different path...honestly I don't know if I came home when I was supposed to from Hampton. I know I was only meant to be there for a season, but I left early I think. However, things fell into place once I got home and went nothing like I had planned. I dropped a boring history class to pick up Urban Studies, and well I'll be darned, I ended up loving that class and am thinking about becoming a city planner. I would have never discovered that if I woulda been at Hampton. There were no classes like that there. And then me and my best friend been tryna go to tha same school for 13 years and we finally ended up at Tri-C together. Go figure. And it was when we needed each other, too. And on top of that, I know some pretty cool Christians (like Jeffrey, Brandon, etc) through her. So I think that in some crazy way, everything this year was ordained. It was meant to be. So that song by Smokie Norful, it is very near and dear to me, because that's God's way of telling me to trust Him, because through the Good and the Bad, He has my back and has a plan.
Oh so anyway I got that CD by da TRUTH(a gospel hip hop CD), oh man it's SOOOO tight. Like really, he's better than alot of tha secular MCs. Anyway so I came home inspired...remembering how back in tha day (well actually almost 4 years ago) I used to online battle my ex boyfriend with freestyles...basically we used to write each other back and forth, writing freestyles via email. I've been told my freestyles are decent...but check this one I wrote today out for yourself.